ForeverCassDreamer

It's been a year. Literally, one whole year since I broke up with my boyfriend of twelve years. Well...not exactly. What I had with him was a very strange situation; personally, rather complicated. Most of the time, I had no idea what I was doing, what I was feeling, and half the time just...well...went with it? Yes! I know it sounds horrible; and I really have been thinking things through with what it was like and what place I had in it. I watched countless videos on YouTube and read several articles online about relationships; mainly what they are suppose to be like and if my relationship in general, just wasn't healthy. But then it did seem healthy. Perfect, to everyone's eyes. My family and my friends would always say we were so good together, how we mirror each other, and to never break up. There were also countless moments where it felt normal and we were both enjoying each other's company. Nothing seemed to be off about it. So what exactly was the problem? I mostly thought it